My heart's a little extra broken today more than it normally is since you've been away. I am walking around with a smile, getting things done, but inside, pieces of my heart are missing. You know exactly what I mean, and that is all that matters. I am fighting back tears because they won't really change the situation that we are all in. I suppose if I had to you to hold me close that I wouldn't be feeling the overwhelming need to pick up pieces of a puzzle where the pieces are just out of my reach. Every sight and sound reminds me of our family. Every thought that enters my mind connects to our little family.
That's all I have to say.