Thursday, June 5, 2008

I Miss You!

Another day away from you and my heart couldn't feel any more broken. If I spend another waking hour without you beside me, I am not sure how I will keep from crying. I miss you so much. I miss my family together and the sounds of our children playing around the house with their daddy. I don't know how to deal with life while you're gone, which is what surprises me every day when I wake up an make it one more day "without you". I try to keep from crying, I try to keep from whining, but all I wanna do is hold you close in my arms and make you feel safe and happy. I want to feel number one instead of second. I wanna have you in my life when I need you most, and I wanna be your support when you need me most. I try to be a strong woman my love, but it's your love that drives me crazy that leaves me feeling so lonely when you're gone. And yes, I feel so loved and wanted at the same time. It's a bittersweet feeling that I am sure you're familiar with. I love you until the ends of the earth. I love you until my hearts stops beating and further, into eternity. I love you like a flower needs rain and a bee needs pollen. I love you and I can't say it often enough nor can I say it loud enough. Being your wife means everything to me as does being the mother of your children.

Goodnight my love.
I miss you!

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